code_slayer_bkk

Not been coming .. I have lived here for a couple of decades ... at least ... You just take the good with the bad and keep on getting down the road trying to find your niche ,, ( love with a honest person with a good heart ) Jeez, the women I have been through ( a couple - doesn't make me proud ) but, it is what it is ... I think .. you never know what is going to be " thrown " at you .. just be smart Another story ... I was with a mother and daughter combo when I was living in the Phils - Makati ... I am really not so sure how that worked out but, I was super stoned that night ... lol .. f**k me ... I just shook my head after they left my house ...

Why? .. just live your life ... get on down the road ....

No - she knows me .. she knows I won't give her any .... she had her chance with me .. she f***d up and knows it .... I am not stupid .. regardless of what we shared together ....

Yes Bro ... For sure ... PEACE .... no disrespect meant at all .... Tragic - for sure .. but, it still makes me think and the more I think it pisses me off .. How can a parent be so negligent ... ( maybe not the correct word ) .. I am not saying you infect them with rules, rules, rules .... you also gotta give them all the freedom they want ... but, WTF do I know .. I am new at this as well ... Maybe she was making this little guy more " independent " .... which is a good thing also .... So, I take my Moms "lead" ... she always had my hand walking through Brooklyn ...

Yea, you are right ... I go off onto different things now and again .... I am anti big government .. for sure .. what good does it do ? Tough .. I don't think so ... I keep my opinion about Chicago ... one of the dirtiest governments in the USA .. what good is that for anyone ? NY isn't much better .... And I was right .. "what type of mother would do that " ...

I just dont' understand .. I am a pretty ( maybe very ) hard man .. how the f**k can you do this to your own child ? f**k me

I am not so sure about drug addict .. you are from Chicago ... a pussy place I think .. go to New York ( Brooklyn, Queens and the Bronx ) you want to see violence, drugs and the total despair ... well, you will get a face full It becomes a life long circle of not getting off your ass and making something out of yourself .... depending on the government to give you everything ... when you depend on others to give you everything ... nothing good happens You are right Bro .. it won't end in our lifetime ....

f**k me ... there is only one rule '' keep your mouth fucking shut" Now I watch Sammy the Bull , Alite, Francheze, Gotti Jr. , etc .... -- all New York boys ( Plus, I met Sammy the Bull in the ADX ) speaking bull shit on You Tube ... .. WTF ? It makes we want to vomit .... what has happened to these guys ? Only to get a couple of subscribers ? .. jeez ,,, makes me want to puke ... And I listen to Sammy speaking about "true" mafia ... f**k off ... the first rule is to keep your mouth shut .... I am not even Italian ( Ok - Alite is not a dago .. he still yaks to much ) ....

I don't know what everyone else does .... you want to rent .. ok .. if not , never mind .... Costs are part of the game .... I don't own a large condo ... just a couple of very nice properties in Hua Hin ... costs are inevitable .. Yea, I understand people that rent don't own .. not my problem Really Bro .. what is difference from the financial meltdown in Thai in July 1997 .. markets bounce back and some never do .. Economics 100 ... Location, location, location is always the winner Yea, I may sound selfish .. but, you never get into the "game" if you are not making money .. why? .. There always costs to bear ... There is always a reason for the developers building in Patts.. right or wrong .. never mind .. lets see what the market is willing to represent ... then maybe I am willing to play again

Nui called me today ... she was an absolutely beautiful gal ... we were together for a while .... more than a while ... really beautiful ... she was stand up ... She was with a Thai guy before we met and she had a daughter .. wow ,,, it has been a long time Got told today the daughter and her husband are in the " monkey jail" for yaba ..... shit .. her daughter she got married .. man, does time fly bye ... she was just a baby .... now she is 18 or 19 .. I asked Nui how much "time" did she get .. she told me 2 years .. f**k me ( but, that is no time ) .. I can relate to her daughters dilemma ... nothing for me to say other than have a heart and stand strong ... Nui ... I say .. WTF .. how can you ever let your daughter grow up and not keep an eye on her ... and then go to jail ... ? ... No answer , but for sure, I got her thinking ... she knows my words are true ... Nui left me and went to work at the Eden Club .. a total f**k house .... totally surprised me .. for sure ... after that I said f**k you .. but, we have stayed in touch ... don;t ask my why .. but, we have ... She has some Sweden f**k that has paid her a salary for years ( good for her and him ) ... Nui is way up north in some place ... she tells me .. living close to her mother .. and Nui tells me she fights with her mother all the time .. What can I say ? .... I just give her an "ear" now and then to vent ... not even sure why ....

I agree with what Roomark said .. some people just don't deserve ...

LOL .. they only way to go fishing !

Bro .. you are so right .. that is what I love about them the most .... no fear .... I think it is kinda sad to see fear slip into their lives ... for whatever reasons .... Me the only thing I think about ( without any fear ) .. just concern ... maybe a little fear .. not sure .... is going back to a federal lockup ... I can do the time .. handle myself .. .. but, it is a waste of time .. other than that .. bring it on ... I am starting to watch myself a little more ... I can get up to crazy shit .. ( I hate authority in whatever flavor )... but, it is not about me anymore .. I have Beach gal and Ziggy .... The more I think about it ... I want Ziggy to be more like her mother ... I am sure a little of me will slip into Ziggy .. I only hope that is the good of me and not the Brooklyn Boy ... and that she is fearless in her life ... be smart, but never afraid .... live free and always keep a dream inside of her heart .. I don't like high risers either .. more like a prison cell ( lol ,, lol ) with a fancy bed .... bungalows are the way to go ..... Maybe Eric could have been a little more like you Bro ..... tragic - for sure ... but, you gotta always keep your eye on .. for sure, they don't now what they are doing yet .... LOL .. LOL .. I am not sure what I am doing yet .. LOL ... LOL

Yea Bro .. I thank my lucky stars all the time .... how she looks out for me is truly a gift.... I can totally relate to the above picture .... the overwhelming feelings of desperation and loneliness ... a good tune ....

Jeez Bro .. thanks .. the Flea can rock .. you are right .. fantastic !

LOL .. China has introduced an "ANAL SWAB" test to combat the china virus ... f**k me ... now they are even getting up your ass ... f**k off !

I don't think so ... The rents are dirt cheap to begin with .... and I think you are correct ... Thais are a little stubborn .... maybe stubborn isn't the correct word ... Why would an owner of a property adjust their rent anyway .... they already own the property " dead money " ... it is nit noi money to begin with .... I own a couple properties in Hua Hin directly on the sea ... that I rent out . if someone doesn't want to pay the price per month .. ok .. never mind .. someone else will .. and if not .. nevermind .. it is "dead money" anyway ... Maybe some property owners get rich by renting places out ... I think a few do ... but, for sure I would not depend on it .... Do sellers back off their initial "price" .. not many ...

Yea, I agree ... but, you don't have to like em ... I think you are being facetious ... nothing blocks Vitamin D if you take couple of pills everyday ..... don't worry about the sun ... other than that .. I am not smart enough to tell you .. so, I take the easy way out ...

She was super fucking sexy .. long legs, a great ass .. she has it all ... 100 % .. great toes, lips .. everything ... But, her entire body was covered in tats ... everywhere .. except her face ... I mean everywhere ( I don't know about her pussy ) .. I didn't get that far We had 6 - 7 beers .. I told her no ... I have nothing against tats .. but, WTF .. everywhere .. I told her a couple of tats no problem ... but, your entire body from what I can see ... Then she became the typical Thai gal when they get rejected ... starts to blow me shit ... I put a fucking stop that real quick .. anyway she put her LINE code on my phone .. I walked out of the place headed for another couple of beers .. and gave it a minute thought .. and deleted that fucking contact in my phone ... I liked the gal .. she had "heart" ... nothing but trouble though ... lol . lol ... if you were out with her she would have your back in a nano second .. at least, that is what I thought .... a stand up gal I like a gal that has heart, stand up and speaks her mind .. not, some pretending "meek" little gal ... For sure , this gal was super sexy .. I should have went and banged the shit out of her ..... or her bang the shit out of me ... I am not so sure why I backed off ... but, something in my gut told me you are asking for trouble .. I don't need any more crazed gals in my life .. I have had plenty of that bullshit ...

Ziggy changed my life ... I would do anything for her .... for sure! And I am still pretty wild .... but, you are blessed with having a child ( or 2 or 3 or 4 .. however many ) ... I never gave a f**k about anything before her ( other than Beach gal ) .. I was always "game" ..... now, I stop and think ..... " take it on the other side "

I just got back from the hospital working this morning ... I stopped into the 7/11 to buy a couple packs of cigs .. there was this little guy that ran around the place ripping candy off the shelves ... lol .. kids will be kids Anyway, the little guy walks out the door with his mother ( ? ) .. for sure, I think I live on this long Soi and a temple is at the dead end of the street ---- maybe about 300 yards from the 7/11, a big klong ( a river) is at the end of the Soi which the temple is next to my house This gal just walks down the Soi leaving the little guy to follow .. she was about 100 yards ahead of him .. didn't look back to see how he was .. just kept walking ... I kept my distance .. but, I made sure he was ok .. he finally caught up with this gal about 10 minutes later Beach gal or I would never do anything like that to Ziggy .... just makes me think .. WTF ....

I always say to her .. I can take care of myself ... I guess first world problems ? Maybe, I am thinking to much .... lol ...

Easy .. All I have to do is ask her .. a done deal .... for some reason .. maybe because ... I lived in China for a couple of years and I am really not into it ... from Shanghai I moved to Hong Kong for 7 years .. the chink food was a little better there .. but, I am not a fan

Beach gal is in the deep south .. I am back in BKK ... she does this all the time .. with me She ordered Lebanese food for me tonight .. she called me tonight .. " walk to your gate" .. I have this gigantic fence / wall around my house here in BKK ... she insisted I build ... f**k it ... is what I think .. someone tries to f**k with me .. they pay the price .. but, she wanted me to do ... ok ... WTF .. I am folding up like a weak man.. when she asks me to do .. I do .. WTF? I am fighting with myself right now thinking about it ... WTF .. I am not used to this ... even though I have been with her a long time .. I do and don't like it .. I can take care of myself ... .. just ... I think she is showing that she truly cares about me ... and has been for years .... she is trying to "soften" me up ...

Bro . all you can do is try your best to reinforce her dreams . keep her strong !