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Why would you say anything like that .. I am not attacking or disrespecting you ... Just saying that I think .. don't be so sensitive ...

Me also .. not particularly a c**t .... Listen to these words .. " I still haven't found what I am looking for" ... f**k me .. you are using the China virus as an excuse ,, lol .. what a pussy !

^^^ Who fucking cares ? .. Like I give a shit ... just take care of yourself and the people close to you ... Be fearless .. help others where you can .. get on down the road in life ... It is not like this business closed exclusively because of the China virus

Well ,, thinking about it ... it wouldn't be so bad falling in love with a guy like me .. I say .. I do ... I am super honest ( even if it hurts ) , loyal , integrity driven , and fearless ... so, not so bad .. and can keep my fucking mouth shut regardless of the circumstances .. so, I would welcome a guy like that ... Just wait until he gets out of prison though ... then his "ears" are a little more clipped ... he understands life a little more .. and becomes a little stronger in his heart ... and knows what commitment means ... I am ok .. with a guy like that .. versus some sucking up bitch ... with no balls, heart or commitment and just yaks I was a huge witness of heroin addicts ... f**k me .. I used to walk blocks to school in Brooklyn .. see mother fuckers " nodding " and dead on the stoops leading into gigantic apartment buildings ... that is why I never played .. I was a gigantic dealer .. 100% for sure .. I knew where you made money .. right or wrong ... Weed .. I am serious .. I go make Burma runs every couple of months .. the weed is great .. I have always smoked weed my whole life .. even now .... so, I don't really know .. it never made me go off the rails .. I guess you could say I was off the rails my whole life ... but, not true ... Weed seems to add the correct balance when drinking beers ... f**k me . I would rather smoke weed.. than drink ...Beach gal doesn't know what to think when I make a Burma run ... the only reason I do ... is because I need excitement in my life .. and this is "small" excitement ... so, I don't know what to say about weed .. I honestly don't know if I can ever become a "regular type of guy ".. but , for sure,,, I would welcome a tough guy who has made a mistake or two .. I would challenge him ( no fight ) .. see what he has in his heart ... if I think he is true .. Ziggy have at it and do your absolute best ... I am sure Ziggy has fire in her heart and will do the right thing ... she is more like her mother than me ( even though I see sparks of me in her ) .. thank God for that ....

That is why I said a couple weeks ago I need to know ( and I will find out ) who Ziggy is hanging around with .... important for me ... If Ziggy turns out like your friends daughter ... f**k me ... she has to deal with me .. and I am telling you right now .. it would be a nightmare for her .. and I am a relentless f**k .... as much as I love her ... no mercy ~!

Truly kind words .. thank you Bro .. I have never been a guy that has ever taken a couple of snorts or put a needle in my arm .... I have never used coke, heroin, meth or anything else , a shit load of LSD and pot .. never anything else I got busted for a couple hundred pounds of H ... many loads, many times .. I have seen the drug side from a different angle .. right or wrong -- it was wrong .. but, I was young and fearless ,, but the shit I went through after I got busted ... I don't want it to happen to my worst enemy ( which I have none ) .... I agree with you .. pot .. is a gateway drug ... even though I am never a grouchy guy in the morning .. I always say " bring the new day on " .. . for me, I have always thought why let something take control of you life ... no way ! All I want as a Dad is for Ziggy to be an honest person ( regardless of the bull shit ) .. stand up and think for herself .. be fearless ... with a good education .. and I know her mother will help me .... I think all I can do is try is to listen to what she wants to say ( or peacefully force what she wants to say out of her ) .... and then go from there .. but, she is dealing with a man .. who has been through a bunch of crazy shit ... I will always keep anything personal out of it .. just listen to her .. work it out from there ... what else can I do ? .... Yea Bro ... it think it is great for her to grow up on the beach and sea ... beats Brooklyn ....

Reason .. do you really believe that ? ... If so ... I have a Brooklyn Bridge to sell you in Dallas, Texas ,, LOL

I fucking agree with you 100% .. people are not generally stupid ... Where I live in the South and many miles around life is normal .... everyone is thinking WTF ? Me too .... Everyone around me in BKK ( with no masks or social distancing ) where I live are also thinking the same .. WTF ?

Do you really believe this long explanation helps anyone ... You guys are beating a " dead horse " ...

f**k all of this fear mongering .... jeez ... some of you guys ... And f**k the governments .. it is all bullshit ... Depend upon yourself ... if not .. nothing or anyone will help you .. that is a fact - especially the government .... ! Do you really believe my neighbors ( which are very few in the jungle ? .. or anyone else ) .. will help me ... think again ..

Lol .. I never do anything in front of Ziggy ... not even drink a beer ... don't jump to conclusions ....

Exactly what I was thinking about .... and Ziggy has sparks of me in her already .... But, this I tell you Bro ... Beach gal and Ziggy are the best thing that has ever happened to me .. I have been a wild man my whole life ....

Just sitting here thinking what I would ever do if I found out Ziggy was using drugs ... I know she is still young .. but, I have a wondering mind It cost me 6 years of my life in a federal lockup .... I am wavering about pot .. yes .. probably no ( for her ) .. I have smoked pot my entire life .. so, it seems to me your' just being a fucking hypocrite ... how can I lie to my own child ? Thinking I just be honest with her with the shit I went through ... but, then again ... . better to keep my mouth shut .... ? Deep down inside of me .. I don't want her to have anything to do with the whole mess .. so, I am thinking I will steer ( or try to ) in that direction I have asked Beach gal ( she knows I was not a good boy ) about this multiple times ... she told me Ziggy will be fine ... just thinking out loud ... but, it still makes me think I just don't want her to make the same mistakes I have made ....

A general question ... can anyone of you send me some good beers to me here ? ... I can handle the trouble .. I just don't want any of you guys to have trouble ... other than putting it in the post .. which I will certainly pay you for your time ..

Damn Bro .. that looks great ... to bad none of that here .. many years ago here in BKK .. I used to find Duval .. a beer I drank daily when I lived in Brussels ... broke my heart when they stopped selling ...

Well, seems like I am on another binge again .. just beer .. I will be good to go tomorrow .. I think

Agree Bro ... 100%

Yea, Beach gal had me laughing my ass off going home ... she still doesn't have a drivers license at 33 ... ( believe me -- I have tried to make her go and get one but she always says to me why ? ) .. but, she drives like a maniac on her motorbike She was driving the Beast about 5 miles per hour down the beach roads until we got home .... I was pretty stoned and had more than 10 big beers ... she was laughing also all the way home .. That woman always puts a smile on my face ... she is a happy camper !

Feeling like shit ... supporting a pretty big hang over ... went out with Beach gal last night and man .. the beer was flowing ... the Thai;s like to party ... we stopped by a friend of Beach gals and there must have been 50 people there .... so much food, beer and whiskey ... it was great .. got them to play some rock-n-roll ( ear busting ) ... and Beach gal ( she never drinks or smokes ) actually got us home ... lol ....

I have been in the "darkest depths or Mordor" with a couple of taxi drivers here in BKK .. f**k me .. ended up both times in a fight and I had random Thai guys trying to launch knock out punches at me ... f**k them .. I walked way with a couple of good punches that they landed ... but, I stood and finished the whole thing ... 99% of taxi drivers good guys ... they like to talk your ear off .. but, never mind I guess you never know what you are getting yourself into at times .. but, stand your ground ! But, anyway . whenever I hear and watch this vid .. it always makes me laugh ... Art is how we decorate space, music is how we decorate time.

I think he is being facetious lol .. lol

It won't be .. remain positive .. don't sweat the small stuff or anything that isn't in your control .... get on with life .... Cheers Bro .. to bad all of us can't get together and have more than a couple of cold beers ... and don't freak out if I pull out a big splib to smoke .. and yes, I will share with anyone .... lol ........

Happy New Year everyone .... just remain positive .. everything will work out!

^^^ No ... Happy New Year everyone !

Just came across this article about Letlow's death ... I don't know what to believe anymore ... https://thelibertyloft.com/the-true-cause-of-letlows-death-was-not-covid-19/